I love working at home but I like working outside the home too. Right now I'm so busy with the outside the home job that I'm not helping as much at home and on the farm. I do feel bad, stressed mostly.
I'm sure you are doing as much as you can at both places. I'm sure your family knows you are too. Don't stress too much because that makes it worse. Just do what you can but also take time for yourself.
I have no advice, just came to offer some solidarity. I hope things ease up for you soon. I think there's hope that things will get better soon since more vaccines are coming and we've learned that having the virus does give a person some immunity. Hang in there.
Well I'm glad to say that things calmed down a bit. Of course, they started to get busy again. I'm thinking of trying to go part time so I can work more here on the farm.